august 11, 2023. that's when my vk group was first called a dump. before that, it was "various stuff." sounds cute, but dump fits better.

11 aug 2023

this is the very first visual manifestation of my dump. the old group header where it all started.

then i started building a whole universe around the dump idea. i had a pretty silly webcore universe that i thought through very deeply, but that's a story for another time. the point is, in one of the sub universes there is a white world where nothing exists except asteroids. the asteroid idea came from the 1979 asteroids game. my pony heroine ends up there, not understanding why she is there.

19 aug 2023

then this pony stumbles upon a completely unusual place for this world, where human trash is collected by the main character of my silly universe that i came up with in my teenage years. the character is the last remaining human who collects the remnants of human civilization in one place. and the main heroine accidentally finds this dump. i portrayed myself as this last human. it's my dump.

25 aug 2023

august 18, 2024. the idea of a website was born. not just a dump as a concept, but an actual website. i was afraid vk might disappear and all my creative work would be lost. i needed my own home that no one could delete.

19 aug 2024

i started working on the first concept the very next day after the website idea. i was burning with it, thinking a lot about details, how everything should look. each character had to have their own completely different style.

for example, the veevimeow_404 project has a dark blue pony who lives in mushroom caves, with morpho butterflies dominating the style.

2 mar 2024

the zombie cats in the morgue project had a different style, more street like and reminiscent of that kind of autumn when you feel sad but at the same time pleasantly lonely, feeling like an outsider doing your own thing without looking at anyone. an emo pony undertaker living in a cemetery.

10 jan 2025

vee flower. a pegasus. the softest and airiest of them all. runs a tiny flower shop, draws in her free time. she radiates calm.

26 nov 2023

so what's the essence of the dump? for a long time i posted my creative work in a vk group: drawings, music, thoughts, photos. and at some point i was struck by the feeling that it was all just a pile of garbage. seriously. every drawing, every track, every post. it felt like nobody needed it and it looked like a dump.

and instead of getting upset, i thought: ok, let it be a dump. but my dump, where i decide what goes where, where each character has their own corner, where you can collect trash, drag it around, listen to it, where the mess becomes part of the atmosphere.

over time i became disappointed in my abilities. honestly, i was too lazy to develop it. there was no push, no initial good progress, so i dropped everything until recently.

the old concepts were dominated by heavy image posterization. it was my little thing: i would take a regular photo, apply strong posterization, and draw pixel art on top of it. i planned to make the whole site in that style.

12 feb 2024

a year and a half later i came back to this idea with completely fresh thoughts about the site. i gained some visual experience, collected ideas, and finally decided to make old wishes come true. it all happened as spontaneously and suddenly as back then. but this time vibecoding helped me. without it, nothing would have worked at all.

honestly, i'm not a programmer. i didn't study this. everything you see on the site is the result of me describing in words what i wanted to see, and a neural network helping to assemble it into code. every flying piece of trash, every cassette in the boombox, every switchable channel on the tv, ghost physics, eyes following the cursor. all of this was born in dialogue with a machine.

but it was hell. seriously. the neural networks drove me crazy. they constantly gave wrong results. i describe one thing and get something completely different. i ask to fix a bug and they create three new ones. i say "make the trash fly" and it breaks the whole site. i say "add a cassette" and it deletes the music. and so on, in circles, endlessly. i really went crazy several times.

and you know what? that doesn't make the site any less mine. because the ideas, concepts, characters, music, drawings, the atmosphere of each page, every pixel and every weird joke. all of that is mine. vibecoding just helped me put it together into a working site when my own abilities weren't enough, even though it ate up a ton of my nerves in the process.

and now, almost two years after that first vk group header, i can finally say: the site is done. the dump is open. welcome.